Gave up

Gave up trying to figure out my head got lost along the way
Worn out from giving it up my soul I pissed it all away
Still stings these shattered nerves
Pigs we get what pigs deserve
I'm going all the way down I'm leaving today...

Still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
Look through these blackened eyes
You'll see ten thousand lies
My lips may promise but my heart is a whore
~From "Last" by Nine Inch Nails

The bad mood was gone for four days but now it appears to be back. I'll have to work on that. I'm going to listen to my empowering Brandy Afrodisiac cd now.

(Lunch break update: I am so much happier now. It's all about positive thinking.)