For Me This Is Heaven

The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait.
So let's wait for one more.
And the time, such clumsy time, in deciding if it's time.
I'm careful but not sure how it goes.
You can lose yourself in your courage.

When the time we have now ends.
When the big hand goes round again.
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?

And the mindless comfort grows,
when I'm alone with my great plans.
And this is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?

I close my eyes and believe wherever you are,
you're an angel for me.
~ For Me This Is Heaven by Jimmy Eat World (aka my happy song)